Hey @Jaila ,

Thanks for sharing about yourself. 

What an interesting life you have! Amazing @Jaila 

I hear how much your dogs mean to you. We have others here who have amazing furbabies too!

As for running... yikes... no marathon or half marathons for me.. walking to the end of the court I live in is more than enough...

But you're right... I do need to get more physical activity in.

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EVERYTHING DOGS 

When you feel suicidal, do you have a safety plan or something that can distract you? Certainly, the power of pets is incredible.

We are here for you.