My psych is at uni today but she wanted to see me so she fitted me in. She doesn’t work today @tyme She is concerned after last week and also the fact that there is days I can’t recall. 

Im being taken off the munchie med. It’s suppose to be dropped every week but at the moment the side effects are just too much. So I’m not changing it this week to see if next week pans out better. Then I have to make an appointment with the Pdoc and discuss different options. 

Doing it the way she wants means I’d be off it in nine weeks. But she said the withdrawals get worse the lower the dose. 

I want you to know that I am trying. 

It’s different. It’s like a sudden drop into SI. My mood lowers and then bang, it hits me. My psych watched it happen during our appointment. 

Sorry everything is all over the place and I’m probably repeating myself. It’s my heightened state.