While it might be super selfish of me, I am kind of not sorry there's a crack in that shell @Phoenix_Rising, although I can totally understand how annoying that might be for you (I really can). I made myself a tiny turtle and it's in my pocket. When you're ready I have a photo for you.

You give meaning to my muddle. This week you have a been a driving force for me not giving up because it is not right that helping people can hurt so much. You made a difference, a huge one. Yes, I am on the other side of the country and it sucks so much that right now I can not sit next to you (not closely even though I like close, because I know you do not) and once this passes ride trolleys through the supermarket with you. But I am a human who is thinking of you, believing in you and waiting with you.