Dearest nik nik:

In fact I don't know how IDE be without knowing I can have a little time writing hi to my like minded friends! I've been having days of panic attacks and trying to get into 'the groove.......' I've met someone far too soon since breaking up with last partner but that it's not heavy but more like friendship ......... That's good. My relationship with family has been extraordinarily positive. My artwork has been good. I work, I'm learning to pace myself. I really like hearing/ reading from my caring 'sane,' friends.