Need to vent

[Former-Member]

What you’re describing @BlueBay I can understand that it would be emotionally exhausting.
I have witnessed incredible resilience in you and although where you’re at you may not be feeling that. I can see it in you.

I don’t know, but I’m just wondering if there’s something you could perhaps immerse yourself in, I recall you making art, do you have any access to art materials while you’re in the hospital? Just so you could try having a break from you’re other experiences?
Sometimes that helps me.

[oceangirl]

@BlueBay 

I am so sorry this has happen to you. Hope you are being well looked after. Thinking of you and sending you hugs and love

[NatureLover]

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@BlueBay wrote:

Will I ever get better 

suicidal thoughts are not good while in hospital 

hearing voices of what to do 

I feel emotional exhausted

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Sending wishes and hugs @BlueBay 

[BlueBay]

to all my dear friends @NatureLover @oceangirl @Former-Member @Emelia8 @Shaz51 @Owlunar @MDT @Anastasia @Eve7 and so many others i have forgotten

Update:-

Week 4 and i am still here.  i thought i would have been home by now by oh now the new AD decided to give me bad suicidal hallucinations.  so that medication is out of my life for good!!!  started a new AD two days ago and i am not feeling any better yet.  guess it takes time for the old to get out of my system and new one to begin.  

today i went home for 6 hours, my daughter came over and coloured my hair which made me feel so good.  then hubby and i went to look at some open for inspection homes.  we saw a really nice one that we loved, had we have sold our home we would have put an offer in.  but ours in not on market yet as i havent signed the contract being in hospital.

gotta go, nurse just came in to see me and i need to get some fresh air as i have just had a melt down.

talk again soon

love you all

xxxxxoooo

[Eve7]

Thinking of you @BlueBay 

 

[Anastasia]

Hugs and love @BlueBay 💙

[NatureLover]

Hi @BlueBay , I hope this new AD is a good one for you 💙

[oceangirl]

@BlueBay 

Hope you're comfortable and you start to feel more at ease.

[oceangirl]

@BlueBay 

[Emelia8]

@BlueBay ♥🌻🌷