Maybe you dont want to hear this @Kurra but reading your conversation with self was beautiful for me. Its similar to my self talk ..
Burying ourselves in work .. paid or unpaid .. is a maximum good/ minimal harm type of choice .. at least you do get paid. Often the problem with social bullying is that if one stops ... another will come in and replace them.
I am a little upset with cliques and cold shouldering today. All I want to do is have a sing. At least I didnt take it completely without reply ?? .. and noticed a very sharp G flat .. which the cellist and much nerdier science buff than me could not argue with .. it is the first time in my life I have been that pedantic .. and dont want to have to keep it up .. so I am going to swap with the friendly German lady.
Wherever there are people .. is an opportunity for ...
I was never a trouble maker or stirrer .. but in last 10 years .. a few very used to being in authority .. school principal types .. mentioned me as a trouble maker .. and an uncle said his best tactic was that a good offense is the best defence ... It seems a lot of people follow that notion ... now I feel they have writ me warrant legitimating that I kick up an occasional stink... but mostly I need to be calm and gentle .. too much stridency even enthusiasm can put out my neck ... go figure ..
Cultural change is often slow ..
I am guessing they are safety boots ... do they need polishing daily?
Hope tomorrow is better.
