The Weekly Friday Feast

[PeppiPatty]

31 ..... It's humid in Queensland right ? I've went to Brisbane city for a week last year it was Awesome !

I've got the best portable air conditioner in the world on my bedroom .....
Plus live on the beach. That's a plus :0)

[Former-Member]

Yes, it does get humid....

Glad you have awesome air con!! I'm so jealous - my dream is to live on the beach..... I love the beach sooo much. Hopefully again one day *fingers crossed* In the meantime - enjoy the beach for me!! 

[Former-Member]

Wow it's going to be 19 here and showers tomorrow!

[PeppiPatty]

It's going to happen for you ! About 7 years ago I came to this beach ...... My life was a nightmare .... And i stood there thinking my home has been bullied out of me ...... There is no chance ...... All I want is to live here. And it happened 2.5 years ago.
I think you can make it happen. I live in public housing ..... It' was very hard for the first 2 years because I had a stalker but he's gone now

[PeppiPatty]

19 ?
Bliss Lj

[Crazy_Bug_Lady]

Hi All,

I know it's a bit early, but I thought I'd see if anyone was around for Friday Feast?

@PeppiPatty@Former-Member@Former-Member@chookmojo@Appleblossom@hiddenite@Jacques@Mazarita@Billamba Anyone???

I had today off work as I had a bad night last night. I had a psychologist appointment yesterday that was difficult...

[Mazarita]

Hey @Crazy_Bug_Lady. I'm here now that you are. 

I had a somewhat difficult psychologist appointment today too. Only about 3 hours sleep here overnight too. Wanna talk about it? Hope there was some other good stuff in your day.

[CherryBomb]

Heya @Crazy_Bug_Lady!

Here also for you too if you. 

CB

[Crazy_Bug_Lady]

Hey Maz, I glad you're here.

I'm sorry you had a difficult appointment...

Mine was weird... The last appointment I'd had with him was when I'd brought up my plans for suicide... So I was kinda nervous and awkward. and then during it he told me to stop and actually *feel* my emotions. Whenever I let them in it feels like a bad burn. It hurts.

And then at the end of the appointment he asked if I was happy to wait until my appointment next year, or try and make a sooner one. And I said I wasn't sure. I know he wasn't wasn't serious, but he said "for Christ's sake CBL" a bit louder than usual, and I freaked and started crying...

I hate when people raise their voice. I hate being asked for my opinion. I hate choosing, and making decisions. And yes, I have no self-worth, so I can't choose "what I want".

Sorry for the rant.....

[Appleblossom]

I am here too @Crazy_Bug_Lady

I can so relate to not being able to say yes to what I need even if it is offered or there is a possible opening for me.

I have done things like that dozens of times ... I just soldier on ...

it is good that you could just stay with the feelings tough.

Did you end up making a sooner appointment.