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12-08-2016 02:37 AM - edited 12-08-2016 02:37 AM
12-08-2016 02:37 AM - edited 12-08-2016 02:37 AM
Please describe Depression?
Hi All,
My friends new and old......
I was reading something and came accross this quote by Alice Miller who is a writer and Psychotherapist. She writes;
"Depression is the inability to grieve."
Can anyone comment on this ?
For me: it feels like I am Always going to grieve that my Mum does'nt love or listen to me. She will never take the time to be sensetive to my fragile self. Even though I've cut her off..... I still think about her. Because our meetings with his Mum are very successful, my husband wants to see her and talks about her which is both making me feel firm in not wanting to see her but also: depressed
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12-08-2016 04:04 PM
12-08-2016 04:04 PM
Re: Please describe Depression?
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12-08-2016 08:48 PM
12-08-2016 08:48 PM
Re: Please describe Depression?
Dear @pip
How are you tonight? I read your message with interest but no......I've been in Psychotherapy for many years and back again with my Psychotherapist to deal with this and ......no mail will heal any rift. She has even had papers published in her field on why she treats me like she does.
What I'm interested in though is how you dealt with the estrangement ?
How are you today? The last time I saw my Mum she told me that she will never help me out with purchasing a home but she brought my brother his second home. Then when I was spluttering a little to ask questions, she had the excuse to tell my brothers that I'm jealous of them.
This is not the case at all.
My husband and my Psychotherapist are telling me that if I do nothing,,,,,,, life will work it out and my middle brother will work out that my problems with my Mum are not about money at all. But it hurts that I feel I've been twisted into this what is happening.
I know that she has used my emotional self for my brothers to laugh at me behind my back, my son told me that this is what was happening.
I will read the beyong Blue sheets.
What do you think of that writer and Psychotherapist writes in that Depression is about not being able to grieve....??
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12-08-2016 09:27 PM
12-08-2016 09:27 PM
Re: Please describe Depression?
Depression is where even choosing to choose to choose to choose a word is... silence. Shutting down. Overwhelmed with choice and contradictions and lies or truths or reality or what is reality? Am I allowed to think? No. Yes. No. Shut up. Speak! Just shut up...
And so on.
And it's limbo in a visual sense because you're bending over backwards in order to just have the bar lowered further.
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12-08-2016 09:29 PM
12-08-2016 09:29 PM
Re: Please describe Depression?
What professional tells anyone they must or how to grieve anyway? Support people through greif or trauma, stop squashing us so we fit in some archaic hole.
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12-08-2016 09:40 PM
12-08-2016 09:40 PM
Re: Please describe Depression?
Thinking more about your mum and your grief, you can only try, but have in place how you'll proceed on either situation: if it goes well or bad.
I can relate to MIL over mum scenario. Hope you're ok x
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12-08-2016 09:55 PM
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15-08-2016 07:55 AM
15-08-2016 07:55 AM
Re: Please describe Depression?
I've heard depression referred to as frozen anger. Anger is part of grief, so it makes sense. We find it hard to let go. Also, in forgiveness can keep us chained too, and not let go.
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15-08-2016 08:46 AM
15-08-2016 08:46 AM
Re: Please describe Depression?
I have only ever had VERY mild depression, much more of an anxiety gal myself. When I did have it I found the incredibly classic words "It's like being at the bottom of deep dark well, with no way to get out" spontaneously coming out of my mouth, which was when I thought, "Whoops, that's depression! Get thee to a medic!"
When I was doing Chinese Medicine many moons agaio we were taught that depression was was a deep form of of continued frustration of unexpressed anger, or frustrated action. It is considered a disorder of the Liver - particularly stagnation of the liver.
That always made a lot of sense to me, and in the couple of instances where my life has been brushed by depression it genuinely was as a result of feeling hopeless and unable to change a situation, at my anger being unheard.
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16-08-2016 03:51 AM
16-08-2016 03:51 AM
Re: Please describe Depression?
I agree with the all that has been said about anger frozen or unexpressed
or maybe the p@roblem was not of the inner journey .. maybe it was the outer journey .. that others were determined not to listen.
I suspect that may be some of the case with your mother .. hmmm .. really she is publishing in the field ... there is no smiley ... for stern Apple disapproval ...
take care ...
I also agree with @pip's comment ... in that I was the oldest child and I have settled that a lot of my relation had little to do with me but was about the crime of being born .. it is so sad that it can take a lot of our energies.
Dont play into her manipulations .. you dont need her to buy you a home .. you are secure in your situation ... I HOPE ... Dear @PeppiPatty maintain your dignity in the amazing life you have lead ...and the choices you have made to be loving ...