Ive got complex trauma , im living in a refuge but i dont like talking to people face to face i avoid that . I feel like ive jailed myself in to this hellish life , and im in the too hard basket ....
The last trauma that sealed the deal for me was a person i met off an internet dating site pretended he liked me only to put all my personal details and pictures online , im thinking on blokes advice which has like half a million predatory guys from Australia on it . So yeh for 2 1/2 yrs i was gang stalked and harrassed by men from this site that knew everything about me , so i was approached by more men who used my information to gain my trust and then abused again and then they send others out after you. Its hard to explain if you dont know what "revenge porn or non consentual sharing of intimate pictures/videos is , but apparently its the in thing that australian men are doing to women. I had complex ptsd before this but now im suicidal because this doesnt end , and ill never be able to trust a man that approaches me now as ill be worried its another one of them, Ivew been threw hell in my life up until this point but this has to be the worst thing to go threw as it destroys you as a person. Im actually no longer a person im just a picture /video on the internet that guys laugh over .I was told by one that /" Im the joke ....Im guessing he put a spy cam in my bathroom of my previous house as thats why I had comments about me in the shower and other putrid comments .Ive been harrassed by guys in cars , ive been spat on , videoed at the beach , police dont do anything . Unless you have solid evidence , i know who did this to me and i sent the police to his house and she (police officer) rang me saying she believed what he said that he had nothing to do with it . So i dont have the police on my side , i have these putrid predators following me everywhere , its a bit hard to do anything when he's the only one i know but i have all these other guys stalking me that i dont know . The polices advice was to video everyone that approaches me , hmmm great how is that possible. What i can say to nyone with this condition is . INTERNET DATING is full of psychopaths just waiting for an easy target , and he set 100s of men after me while he had a gf of 7 yrs he was living with and at the end of my street when he told me he lived like 20 kms away , apps make your loction known down to like 50 metres , he targetted me from day 1 and he pretended to be the nicest guy in the world to me, sorry its long , i dont know where to turn or if its worth turning to anyone anymore , noone understands what its like to have this happen to you. And theres no support groups for this as its just pretty much so recent that they only just brought out a law for it this year. But its not enough because its still happening websites are still open with womens pictures on them, and it doesnt look like ending anytime soon ..
