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06-01-2020 10:57 PM
06-01-2020 10:57 PM
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It's been that many days... I still wish I was dead.
My feet are never gonna heal. I may be in hospital another few months still and since I tried to KMS again on Christmas they won't leave me by myself.
I hurt myself in front of my nurse today. I just can't deal. I keep seeing flashbacks from that day. I see it vividly ,myself x....and then screaming in hospital.
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06-01-2020 11:04 PM
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Re: 103
Sorry to hear things are so difficult for you tonight @The-red-centaur. I have sent you an email to check in
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07-01-2020 03:51 AM
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07-01-2020 07:19 AM
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@The-red-centaur Hi hun am with you through this. Not going anywhere my friend. Love always peaxxx
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07-01-2020 09:13 AM
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07-01-2020 09:35 AM
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Hi @The-red-centaur - it sounds like things are feeling tough for you at the moment. Great that you have support in here too.
Could you perhaps check in with a helpline or the staff at the hospital - are there any things you can do to help distract yourself, I know you enjoy sharing music and the thread you started was great, maybe sharing more tunes you like in there could help?
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07-01-2020 01:57 PM
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I cant imagine the pain you were in.
I did not think I would ever find a way through my pain, and it is still around, but I have found a way to make life bearable. All I can do is hold a hand out and hope you find a way for YOU.
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