@hiddenite thank you so much. I think I read your in hospital atm. My psychiatrist suggested that for me yet he couldn't treat me as I would need private hospital cover. I am scared of hospitals in general but I guess I been there before but it was private. Wish I never let go of that cover. I hope you are being treated ok. I am glad you have Kristen 's support. She is so amazing. I don't understand why or what is happening to me. Once again today I was told that it was what I want. Grr how could anyone possibly think we want to feel like this......
Bless you Karen