Darling just  called again, she has seen the dr who brought around the concent form to be signed. Her treatment starts on Monday. Feeling numb.

All this has been arranged before she has spoken to the alternate dr for the second opinion. Just reinforces my opinion that their informed concent process is a crock. Upsets me that I am not allowed to be a part of this process.  I have accepted however that we need to try this no matter how hard its for me 😕

Looking forward to better days ahead once this is all over.