Yeah defs on autopilot. I actually think it’s a good thing in that respect. I actually start driving to work and try to remember if I have done things. Like take my bag. Shut the pantry door. Pack a cutlery. I do that too.. drive to the wrong place. Autopilot can be quite difficult at times and helpful at other @tyme.
I think, for me auto pilot in other times means that I’m blank. It’s kinda just before I get really bad. It’s like auto is just to function. It’d be interesting to see if it is an actual adhd thing.
It’s so tiring to mask, I think that’s also part of the reason I get tired when I finish the block at work. It depends on my mood level if I get tired each day. I HATE social occasions, hence I’m always at home. My last psych appointment I didn’t mask at all. Mostly I don’t in them but there is sometimes when I feel the need too.
Nothing planned. I really should take them for a walk but I haven’t for a while. I’m a terrible mum. I’ve got mums dog Monday and Tuesday so that’s my excuse for not walking them then as 3 dogs is just too many. It’s hard with two.
