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24-09-2016 01:22 AM
24-09-2016 01:22 AM
Re: Terrified of failure but unmotivated to do something about it
Special consideration of for people who need it. Sometimes you can focus on one thing at a time day by day or even hour by hour. And sometimes it takes all you strength just to get out of bed, have a shower and do the most basic of chores. If you can't claim special consideration, then when?
I do agree with you, this forum is a blast. As helpful as regular counselling is, being able to spill, rant and rabe without fear of judgement and with absolute understanding is truly supportive. The past week would have been so much harder for me without that support.
Keep checking in @alyou3 and let us know how you go
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24-09-2016 11:58 PM
24-09-2016 11:58 PM
Re: Terrified of failure but unmotivated to do something about it
I feel like a failure by asking for help. Which, in the rational part of brain, I know is stupid. But anxious, overwhelmed, depressed me feels like it makes me a failure. That I've been so proudly counting down the days and weeks till I finish, even starting to organise things for graduation, only to now be in a position where this is very likely going to take me another 3-4 months all because I can't get my sh*t together to do what everyone else seems perfectly capable of doing 😞
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25-09-2016 12:19 AM
25-09-2016 12:19 AM
Re: Terrified of failure but unmotivated to do something about it
Imagine that it is your girlfriend who has lived your life - your experiences. And is struggling with depression and self worth. You wouldn't tell her to just get over it or push through it. No - you would seek help for her.
Asking for help is a strong thing to do. Everyone needs help in something.
Imagine if you had diabetes or cancer - would you be pushing to finish Uni on time - or would you extend your course - so that you can focus on your health and getting better.
Depression is no different to any other illness. It can be treated. There is recovery for those who seek it.
You deserve to be happy. You deserve recovery. And when the time is right - you will finish your course and have a successful career. Why? Because you reached out and got help fir your health. Yiu are stronger than yourself tells you.
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25-09-2016 01:34 AM
25-09-2016 01:34 AM
Re: Terrified of failure but unmotivated to do something about it
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25-09-2016 05:53 AM
25-09-2016 05:53 AM
Re: Terrified of failure but unmotivated to do something about it
Everyone reacts differently. Hopefully now you will contact your gp and ask for help.
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28-09-2016 01:05 AM
28-09-2016 01:05 AM
Re: Terrified of failure but unmotivated to do something about it
How are you feeling today @alyou3?
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29-09-2016 01:13 AM
29-09-2016 01:13 AM
Re: Terrified of failure but unmotivated to do something about it
Thank you so much for posting this discussion @alyou3, I found it really helpful for my situation as well. I can empathise completely with you! Don't worry too much about your uni course, it has taken me 13 years to get my undergrad done!!! I'm on my final subjects now and the end is in sight, yet here I am sabotaging it by procrastinating. This thread has made me realise that I've slipped back into depression again, which is why I am having so much trouble concentrating. Now I realise what it is, I know it's only temporary. So I will go easy on myself and ride it out. P's get the degree, right?
Thank you again, I hope you get some clarity from this discussion like I did!
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03-10-2016 09:47 PM
03-10-2016 09:47 PM
Re: Terrified of failure but unmotivated to do something about it
It's been a long tough dark week. The anxiety had my resting heart rate at 130-150 beats a minute. All I want to do is hide in bed and sleep. It's taken me a week to get out of bed for more than a couple of hours. Uni has been kind of understanding & supportive but also really unhelpful at the same time. They expect to just get my shit together and snap out of it overnight, that I'm just throwing myself a pity party and I'm staying in it on purpose. It's really exhausting to try and get people to understand that this isn't a damn choice, who would ever choose this!? Why would anyone want to feel so completely hopeless, helpless, empty and absolutely terrified of everything all the time?!? This is hard enough without having to constantly justify myself for feeling this way
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03-10-2016 10:09 PM
03-10-2016 10:09 PM
Re: Terrified of failure but unmotivated to do something about it
If you can get a letter from your GP confirming that you have depression I'm sure the uni will be more understanding.
Can you make an appointment with your GP this week? I'm sure you will find it helpful. I got a letter and it helped a lot. The uni gave me extra time to complete my work and they also gave me extra time to complete my exams.
I hope this helps you.
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03-10-2016 10:56 PM
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