15-06-2017 07:29 AM
15-06-2017 07:35 AM
Sounds as though you are feeling things are really heavy for you right now and you are looking for any way to lift your mood. I am wondering whether you have anything you usually try that works for you, like washing your hair, listening to music, grabbing a coffee?
I hope your day picks up for you and the sports carnival is not too full on.
15-06-2017 07:43 AM
Thankyou for getting back to me so quuck 😁😁
I just did my hair & its helped. I dont know.... I know what I need to do & can usually do most of it. Its just the feelings they're a real pain in the butt. Ive always prided myself on being really confident but this time round my self esteem has taken a real beating. I even deactivated my facebook account due to the shallow nature of it. When once upon a time I loved it
Day by day
15-06-2017 07:47 AM
Seems you are going on autopilot getting your stuff done while you feel empty inside. Sounds tough and exhausting for you. A real up hill battle just to get the day started. Can you do something nice for yourself after the sports carnival? Something to give yourself some space and take a breath?
Take care, MummaMia
15-06-2017 07:58 AM
Your 100% right. Auto pilot is all I can manage as thats all Ive known for so long. Feeling like Im getting somewhere but responsibilitys are that & theyre mine. My husband /ex isnt much help as I seem to walk on eggshells when I need him to help out. He has his own issues & Im just starting to recognise them as that ... his issues. Im a trooper loll & just chatting here this morning has done wonders.
Im so glad I came back to the forum. Its such a relief to know Im not the only one
Thanks again & I'll talk soon
The school bus (my car) is calling haha
Take care, God bless & PLEASE Have a great day😁
15-06-2017 05:39 PM
15-06-2017 08:18 PM
My boys carnival went well (even though I arrived late) he was so happy when he saw me. That definitely warms my heart. Didnt go in the parent vs teacher race this year ... at 46 I think Im finally done with them lolll
Yes thats so true. Haven't been sleeping all that well lately. I agree with the sunshine. I had plenty of it today & it perks me up every time. If only I could move my bed outside .... what a great way to wake up ... rays of warm sunshine instead of a alarm clock
Thanks for the chat. Look forward to seeing you both around the forum