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[Angels333]

I think I just need obsess about it some less.   I'm so anxious about work tomorrow there's a staff member who is trying to undermine me.... @MDT 

[Molliex]

Study can definitely be stressful @Angels333. Perhaps you can take a few days off study to rest and reset? I'm sending you the biggest hugs 💜💙🌼

[Angels333]

Thanks @Molliex  I  seem to be having an anxiety attack, I  am working through it with distraction quiz shows lol   I  just cooked vegetarian curry pasties took hours...   I might text my psychologist on Monday if things don't improve.    It's a whole body reaction clenched jaw etc...    

But I haven't replied yet to you ❤🧡💛💚💙💜  How did the gp go?   You have had such a rough 3 months, you are an inspiration to me 

XOXO ANGELS333

[Molliex]

Proud of you for using your tools to distract yourself and try and work through it @Angels333. I wish I could try your dinner, sounds wonderful.

My GP was worried about my recovery and called the hospital. They want me to go in early next week for a scan and check. This is truly the most awful experience that will not end. 

I have made an appointment next month with a new psychologist, one who is a specialist in perinatal anxiety and depression. I've been feeling incredibly anxious and shaky this week. I hope they'll help. 

Tonight I'm watching a movie with Mr Mollie and having a cocktail 💙

[Angels333]

Good! I'm glad you're having a cocktail and watching a movie with your Mr Mollie 💕

I feel a bit better now that I am prepared for work in the morning.   I'm watching 9 out of 10 cats does countdown with Mr Angels and my 17 yr old daughter. 

XOXO ANGELS333

[Former-Member]

Morning my friend, just wanted to say hello and send you some love and light.  Izzy

@Angels333 

[Angels333]

Hey @Former-Member  my friend.   Thanks for the message.    I have been up and down lately but good today so I'll take the good days when I get them.   

How are you going?

XOXO ANGELS333 

[Former-Member]

Sorry to hear that you are a little stuck with the yoyo-ing days. I am happy you are having a good day today though. I am the same seeming to still have more bad days then good but this is my second good day in a row. (Hope I didn't just jinx myself 😂) hubby is still working on my paint room, it's been 4 weeks now😞 but I snuck some painting supplies upstairs yesterday and that's what I will spend the afternoon doing. Sending you gentle hugs my friend @Angels333 

[Angels333]

@Former-Member  I haven't painted for ages...   I just did some gardening and planted some plants.   I really enjoyed seeing the earthworms in the soil I don't know why I like them so much...     

I'm glad you're having a good day too.

[Appleblossom]

Hugs @Angels333 

You made me smile about earth worms. Thx. I am like that too.  Weirding Ways being Grounded.  Its natural cos it shows healthy soil.  Mine was horrible hard clay. Not any more!

Hugs @Former-Member